Today is a difficult day
Last year was the first Christmas without Rich
But with his death 5 days prior i dont even remember it
I miss this beautiful man
No more hugs and kisses
Or protecting me
Or dancing to our song
No more advice
No more how was your day honey
Death sucks
I am thankful for the times we had
They are engraved in my heart
This guy misses him too
Today he needs extra cuddles
And i am happy to oblige
Will i ever find Christmas joy again?
I tried so hard this year
I was going to cook for my new friends
And thought the diversion would help
But due to things beyond my control it will not happen
Lost hubby, lost friends so a little sadder and more lonely around here
But i have God as my rock and he will help me through
Someday peace will come to my heart
Oh I know just how difficult Christmas can be right after the loss of someone so dear...
ReplyDelete.I am sending a basket full of hugs for you and Dunkin to share. ;)))
I hope you will be able to see family over the holidays...hugs, prayers and good wishes Julierose
Yes, you will find Christmas joy again. Grief takes time, be good to yourself and enjoy all of the little things. Cry when you need to. There are lots of us out here that love you even though we live too far away to be with you for the holidays.
ReplyDeleteChristmas can be a hard time. You'll be happier in the future but you will always miss him. I wish you lived closer. I hope you get to see your brother for Christmas. It will be so good to be surrounded by your family.
ReplyDeleteAwe hugs sweetheart. Even after all this time I have days of tears.
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking of you. God has put you on my heart & mind a lot lately. I love you so much. I'm sure Christmas was difficult for you. I know you miss your hubby very much. I feel like he's right there beside you & Dunkin too. He's watching over you both each day. 🐦💕🕊
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